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EXHAUSTED

NONCONFORMIST

I wanna be come NONCONFORMIST

Define NONCONFORMIST...[:Not conforming to some norm or socially approved pattern of behavior or thought]

....27/7/2009 - 10.10 pm.....

Started to write this post at 10.10pm...haha...
Agenda for today was damn boring!!
I'm a rainbow that have 2 colour...it was black and white...
maybe i'm waiting someone to paint my rainbow...haha...

Today as same as normal....
Going to school in the early morning...
I were starving in this whole morning...din take breakfast at all =.=
Today assembly got Sketch from 4B,prices giving to all the members of SLAD and speech by the Mr.POLICE(dunno what his name =.=, pai seh pai seh)...

After School...there is one thing that it is changed !! I no longer at Scout Marching Team anymore !!
haih...i tried to think back...
last week i stayed back for NOTHING!!..
all those Sweat its become NOTHING!!...
haih...now some more FAN !!
Need to wakil KL...as zon sentul to compete with other state....
thats why i'm out from the Kawad team...1/8/2009 same day wit HARI KOKO...
i also dunno why i call up for this competition...
The competition wait for lose only...
Zon Sentul Patrol member also haven full...
somemore different school...
Agenda of the Competition - Archering , Wall Climbing , Cycling , Ikatan and last MARCHING also!! Shit la...become commander of the Kawad Formasi...din do commander before also....kena paksa....FAN aaaaaaa.....

今天...二十七号七月二零零九年了...
差不多有十个月...
发现自己每一天，每一时，每一分，每一秒都是望着她的背影...
可能她的背影够吸引叻=.=...哈哈不好笑了...
当她在从laman bacaan走出去时...都只能望着她背影...距离却越来越远...

*感謝我不可以　擁抱你的背影　所以才能　變成你的背影　躲在安靜角落　不用你回頭看　不用珍惜*

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control~

Damn it !

I'm Crazyyyyyy adyyy

-Broken Strings -

20/7/2009

Day by Day...School School School...In the morning,it was a good and lovely morning....when i reached school...suddenly stomache....damn pain ><....go toilet also cant pangsai....i think menstruation zzz....Not just stomache....and my leg...over stressed yesterday....haih....pain until like hell....

Boring Day arrrrr....

Science 2 period...that Doraemon din come....

Then ENGLISH period ! teach THE SOUND MACHINE....tuition also teach ady luuu....also sien

MATH !! lol...favourite subject also like that....SIEN!!...

RECESS

ART period.....do all those stupid stuff......SIEN!!

Last 2 period....Also Favourite Subject....Prinsip Account....today so proud, the teacher call one by one go out to the white board and do the whole topic " Susutnilai" so the teacher suddenly call me up and do...that i time i were CHit-Chat wit my buddy....but finnaly i also done all...yeng ar!!...the teacher shot shot de and say :"Sahaja Ang way Shen yang saya X worry, Yang lain saya yang akan takut.."....lol....IF not how i get the highest mark in class =.=?....kaka...too lc d...i stop le....

After School....NOoooOOOoooooOOooNoooOOo!!...Stay Back again....haih....dunno kawad for what la...all also not teamwork....Just few of us stay back for kawad also meaningless ady loooooo.....Somemore i got TUITION !!....Today VERY VERY TIREDDDD arrr....."hope" u will sms me..then i wont tired ady...haha...

WENT BACK home and then bath....

Play my guitar a while then fall asleep le....

My mother snap a photo =.=...so lame

Night ? Sleep lo...Sleeping time is the time that i stopped to MissinG and Thinking U...but still Will Dreaming U....haih...fan!!

16 , 17 , 18 , 19 !!

16/7/2009

Woke up in the morning....i only realise that i havent prepare my things to skul =.=
I quickly finish up my breakfast then pack my things....

Sch00l ? also almost the same...today got 4 free period to sleep....the 1st one is the lazy
Mr.Kumar got case so he din attend our class....the 2rd one is the Emo teacher,Pn.Haris...she not feeling feel i think...and busy also gua....GOOD la...i don like her period...BM BM BM...hate it!!

After Sch00l....Stayed back for the practising of " MARCHING ".....this week i spend four day to stay back already....but all of my march mate like NO SPIRIT for the champion =.=.....just know Comment but no Action...used to be =.=.....

Then tuition...MyFavourite subject until left the penyata pendapatan

Then Night....Sleep

17/7/2009

Sien Day - Don wan mention

18/7/2009

5.30 - 12.30

Camp fire at SMK St John....still okay....but abit boring...i get many gals hotmail but no use for me also...haih

19/7/2009

Siemen Run in the morning

45 minit = 7.5km....still okay...

MY FREN AUYONG!!

HE IS GOING RUN FOR HIS XX XXXX

HAHA

Gaming ON

This few day night ,i started gaming until midnight....
Long time din play like this already....
Last time in my mind just only got game game game,no others things....
But suddenly a moment dislike...feel bored to it....maybe "S"ensory "H"abit "E"volution....haha
Now?GamingOn!!!

If not my life just got

Study-Except weekend

Tuition-Except weekend

Sleep-Everyday Everytime

Exercise - Jog , Pump , Sit-up , Jumping Rope

Sc0ut- Saturday

Guitar Lesson - Coming Soon[next month !my mum said! sien]

Sms - Just One , But i think now don hv ady

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Gaming

HAHA =.=

I heard girls said that they doesn't like guys to play game....i can don play de...suan la

No Care la......GAME arrrrrrrrrrr!!

One lonely people in the World

Status:Exhausted

Since dunno what century....started more tired and more and more....izzit the problem of age ? old ?....i think my humor is unbalanced but wont be until like menstruation la...haha....ahla...my IQ and EQ damn low...mental problem i think....sometime i really cant express all those feeling when i was down...used to be happy always=)...not mean i pretend....Arrr...i wanna to visit a Psychiatrist arrrrrrr!!!!!...OR....Face to the sea and shout !!...
I got few question to ask all those single people or lone ranger....Will u feel jealous when u saw some couples are living happiness ?...Me ? heart got...but i din mean it out....so = don hv lo ....kaka....Why Loyal Guy and Flower Guy so much different ? Flower wan get happiness...Loyal wan get loneliness....Why?....

I JUST WANNA BE UR LAUGHTER ONLY!! Can i ?
Laughter is the best medicine
When u feel Bored ? i can make u laugh until not bored
When u feel Sad ? i can make u laugh until not sad
When u feel Alone ? i can make u laugh until not alone
When u feel Angry? i can make u laugh until not angry

I dunno i can or not...but i will try my best....
Maybe sometime don even talk wit u...that's my problem....

Done

渔夫

我的华语的水平很低的....所以少用华语...而我的英文也好不去很多吧了....一个字可形容我“差”！！！！！！

是否当每一次我们付出任何一样东西就要得到收获呢？？

那么那就属于付出吗？？

而我是心甘情愿得做无收获的渔夫...

每当出海捕鱼...都不会有收获...而我也不期望有你的收获在我身上....

收获？？简单...每天看见你开开心心...就等于我捕了很大很大很大条的鱼了...

我的朋友说过....所谓爱情残酷的距离...不至于天和地....而是我站在你隔壁....却不能属于你的或拥有你的心...

我的结论就是 你开心 我开心

Don think Don think !!

Today is 1st of J.U.L.Y 2009...
So Fast form 4 ady....really damn fast....
Not so longer will going to form 5 again....
Seen 24 march 2009 i have started my blog already 3 or 4 month...
I have changed myself in many things...
Flash back....when i were in form 2...i still know that time i were always(ponteng)...and get 2 warning letter from school....i think that time i still haven mature yet XD...after this incident,my parent not really willing to trust me at all...some more on Chinese new year...
Last time i very like to gaming...but now gaming to me "semakin lama semakin boring" but sometime games to me maybe an entertainment....
Study ? People "Practise Makes Perfect" .....Me !! "LAZY makes LOUSY" but anyway my studies still got abit changes after knowing her...thx to her lo
I still remember when i were in my fren's birthday party 18/10/2008 that was my 1st time i smsing wit her...still gt many thing i haven forget....
If now i got a time machine....I want to go back when i were form1.....I want to start my new life...but was impossible...don dreaming la AngWayshen...However i'm trying to change myself...joining Sc0ut to be knowledgeable...making new fren...make people around of me happy...study...fun...learning...i wanna to change myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...